Monday, February 23, 2009

Dilemmas

Look here now little one.
Don't Shed a tear.
Hold my hand till the darkness fades, everything will be alright.

looking back I should have listened.
Maybe just maybe,
It'd have changed the end I saw
I was alone on a mountain view and
looking to the north
when upon the shadow there
I saw you
I saw the death of you
I tried to call you,
but you never listened
going your own way
Thinking you know better
I cry for you now
No longer can i say you name without hurt

Its amazing that the whole crux of this dilemma
lies on the very fact that you died.
Then rose again.
Life have life and here I am to prove
No longer can i stand in the shadow of the rain
No
Instead I find myself running
running to an end
running to you.

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Unnamed

You’re the drug I can’t help but take
The poison I continue to digest
I tried to swallow my pride
Capture the moment mid stride
Walking so far, so long
Trying to get away
But the shaking, the illusions begin
I am hallucinating, in the worst kind of way
My world has gone backwards,
Upside down in turmoil
I can’t figure where left nor right is
The only thing I can see is the emptiness
That engulfs and surrounds every passing
The silence that lies in between each phrase
The sentence that falls off empty
Give me a break here
Give me something on which to chew
I need a break here, I need a win
I feel I am losing, losing a battle already lost
Defeated in mindset
I’ve got nothing left to lose
And yet, still ripping, I discover I do
Go figure…

Something Bigger then this

I can not define you
So let me justify you
Lest I deny you in my own shallow grave
This hollow hand, upon its wooden stand
In the corner shouting out
I can’t hide from it, it cries
Woe to the one who tries

If only I could let this go
Let it fall upon the shoulders of someone better
Stronger then I
If only the thing that kept me going
Was not just my beating heart
The breath in my lungs
Nay
But something bigger, better then I
Someone
I need You, like the earth needs the sun
I need You, Like the mountain needs the sky
I need You, like the fish need the sea
I need You, now more then ever
Hear the cry of the oppressed one last time
As I call out, in my wilderness, lost, barren and forgotten
All hope I have is found solely in the promise I have in You
All truth is but forgotten in the sight of You
I wish I could be better, but my knees grow weak
And my back gets bent, through age
I need You, now, pull me from my hole
Help me,
Please
Please
Please
Please
Say You will
Please
What more can a man do then give their life
Give it for another, a stranger a friend
I call, hear me please,
Save me one more time

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