dear God,
Hey how you doing?
Haven't heard from You in a while, and boy do i miss You.
You know I tried to get a hold of You the other day,
and just seemed to miss You
held on to the end of the line but didn't think i got any reception, You know?
So here's what i have to say:
I blamed you, when I was blind.
I blamed you for the darkness.
I blamed you for the silence.
I blamed you when i was hurting.
I blamed you for all the troubles that i was facing
I blamed you when I was confused
I blamed you when I failed.
I blamed you for everything, and yet always knowing it was all me.
I was the one that stopped looking.
I was the one that forgot to care.
I was the one that demanded allegiance
i was the villain and the hero in one skin.
I was the one that cared more about self then selflessness
I was the one that forgot to love
I took the words out of context
and for that only I am to blame
You were the one that loved me,
It was You who gave your life.
It was You who never stopped loving me, You who bore my sins.
It was You that came and saved me
It was You, who by grace forgave
Where would I be now,
If it wasn't for the love I've found?
greater then the world I'll leave
Pushing on, pushing through
pushing till I see you
nothing but the best will do.
Thanks for listening... talk again soon?
(inspired in part by "A Letter from God to Man" by Scroobius Pip)
